running laughing playing drinking awash in life kissing partying showing posing awash in fear smoking puking dancing choking awash

ashes, ashes all my life in my hand in my mouth all the lies on tongues all the games they have played now they've lost and it burns it burns ashes ashes we all fall down.

missing, missing so much lost love family connections wishing, wishing for old days old smiles gone not forgotten dreaming, dreaming restoration come back freedom sanity searching, searching not alone mustn't tell secret nightmare

secrets killing me killing you us versus them keep it in no one must know love undying immortal drives people apart and together can make two one if one be slain but the other not both survive only living not dreaming dying fighting remembering being becoming losing all only to regain again in the mirror what is seen which life which heart which image which face do they know they are joined guess at the hidden truth voices deep then high then deep once more and love bleeding lost found confused immortal again but only if kept secret